State Of Ambivalence
Sadness returns once again
Truth knows it will not end
Sorrow creeps around some more
Scars show something happened before
Tears trail through cheeks worn out
Mind is aware of faults about
Knowledge of wrong doing is buried
Heart pounding and blood racing is hurried
Trying to take shelter and hide
For all dat has made my mind cry
Still love takes over though
To find a new I have fought
Weakened with wanting what's not there
Confused for i still want you here
Your actions blacken self thought
But love for you I have brought
My hand stays open waiting for you
But turn away is what you do
Hurting helps me become clear
It is safer for my heart if you're not here